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Monday, June 13, 2011 ♥

Title:I really miss bf :(
Time:1:25 AM

Im so alone right now at the living rooom.

Boyfriend went fr an overseas with his auntys and relatives to phuket.
I swear im missing him to th core/maximum.
I dont know what to do when he's not around.
I really miss you bhy..
I dnt knw wht to say even. All i think is boyfriend.
Today is th only first day, 4 more days to go ;'(

I hope he's doing real real fine there.
Hopefully he keeps himself healthy and dnt fall sick since he was coughing away before he left.
Omg, how are you baby? ;(
Few minutes after bf hang up his last call to me i went to sleep.
Fr tht few hours, i had a bad nightmare about bf ;(
I hope bf is safe and still alive -__- ya allah.
CAUSE he keeps on saying tht he wish he died there, wth!

Boyfriend, aku kangen same kamu ;'(
I terbau bau singlet yg u kasi tuh :(

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY HUBBY ! ;'(

Labels: I miss you sangat-sangat

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Tuesday, June 7, 2011 ♥

Title:Down o.O
Time:1:06 AM

Im about to post something but nevermind forget it :/
Goodnight ('.' )''

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Saturday, June 4, 2011 ♥

Title:Where r you? :(
Time:1:21 PM

Hi good afternoon everyone.

Time checked- 1.21pm and about 15mins ago I just woke up from my sleep.

I am so bored right now. No one to play with. Sister and her boyfriend still sleep.
Mum's playing th computer. Lil sister watching DVD. I am so alone and lonely.
Boyfriend? I am not sure where he is right now. Yes very bad girlfriend didnt know where her own bf is.
Initially boyfriend did told me yesterday tht he gt soccer training which started around 9am and ends at twelve.
I tried getting thru him but to no avail. And yah, I really Dnt knw where he is now.
Either he's somewhere else outside or at home sleeping. Well, cause he did told me that his leg is pain.

But oh I really don't knw where is him.
Have to wait for him to get back to me and while tht I'm making my time occupied by updating this blog.

Oh. Bf did told me that he's coming over to my house after soccer training but I don't think so.
Sigh, nevermind. Just hope that he's safe wherever he is now.

I am so gonna be at home th whole day again.
I really don't knw why to do.

Boyfriend, text call me asap.

Byeee xD

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Friday, June 3, 2011 ♥

Title:Back :)
Time:9:16 PM

Its been quite a long time since i last update.

So basically, just a short post to warm myself up first, heee!
Who knows i might post a longer ones later?
Currently not in th mood to blog panjang-panjang :)
So bacially, yes im still with my boyfriend despite th ups n down.
Its Murnie here as usual.

So so, i really dont know what to post although theres alot of things gg on in my mind and alots of stories to be shared.

Im at home now, like seriously have nothing better to do other than watching tevee/movie. Playing computer games or fb?
Im gg to commit suicide if i dnt get a job within 3 weeks.
-___________- yes. I MIA from my Topman jobs. I totally regret.
& im jobless right now. & obviously i miss gg to school.
I regret everytg! I wish i could turn back th time.
All i have now is my beloved family & dearest boyfriend.

Im gg to find a new job real soon.

Bf is now at woodlands playing takraw with budak budak GATULAN.

I really miss being treated like a baby from boyfriend :)

Im stucked at home today because i wasnt at home yesterday, ton-ed with boyfriend and budaks gatulan after gg to eastcoast park celebrating *i dont knw whats th gal name* yesterday :)

Overall, i had fun.

The good news is, Its my 1st year & two months anniversary with boyfriend.
All i ask was him to be me and thanks fr being there dear.

On th 28thmay-30thmay. was on vacation with bf and his family. Words cant describe how blessed i was during th few days. I thanked bf family so much fr inviting me to join them. I had so much fun. :)

I gt alot of things in my mind. I just dnt knw how to let it out. I miss my boyfriend. The old him. The very first him i knew.

I feel like crying, i dont know why.

Sigh till here. Transfering tioman's photo to computer.
Pictures will be upload at mine or bf's facebook. Keep safe. :)

Labels: I miss th old you so much.

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ♥

Title:I cannot belive what you've just called me tht day. :'/
Time:1:38 AM

I rather keep it to myself again.

On last Saturday, Met Sab beylo somewhere near my house to slack for awhile, share some probs. After which at around 5.30pm send her to Red hill Mrt.
Between that point of time, boyfriend contacted me ever since he mia three days before. Dont wish to elaborate further.. So i was happy plus sad ; Mixed feeling at that time. All i can do was to pretend everything is not hurting me.
He ask for a meet up, even with slight hesitations, i still made my way to meet him. At town, with Apoi,Pipi,Ct & some Apoi's guyfriends.

So, roamed around cineleisure. Had my dinner at Kfc, Bf treat me roasta meal that i've been craving for. Thnk you bhy:) Yadayada, make our way to play pool. Stop playing pool at 11pm since pipi apoi & ct had to catch their last train.
So me and boyfriend walk from cineleisure to city plaza -.- thought of taking bus back home at far east plaza but end up taking cab, how pathetic. Dah jauh2 jalan..

So yah, bf sleepover my house since th next day we want to go to town.
Woke up at 10am. No one was at home.. bf still sleeping, kacau2 dia.. jadi dia bangun kalau tak tak bgn-.-'' What a miracle dia bangun-.-'' Tapi tidur balek half an hour later since it was still early. Next, woke up at 1.30pm, bathe siap & off to town.

Bf bought baju kemeja at Topman, i would say its super awsome because im th one who choose it-.- Heh. Cost him $73 but i think its worth it. Then both headed to Heren since i want to buy fr him slippers at Flash & Splash?
Bought Volcom flipflop for him, Cost $40 only. Hmm, i hope he likes it.
We did our shopping fast since we need to meet apoi & pipi after we've done with our things. Sebab, apoi kirem rokok pt bhy. Tak tahan tkde rokok :p
While walking to 313 nak naik train, stop at Cotton On fr awhile, Nafsu anjing seyh pt dlm-.- Bnyk benda nak beli, end up beli 2 dress je. Cost me $30. Bought one fr pipi & myself. :] Sepasang, hope she likes it too.

Then, trained to Woodland. Fought with bf, didnt talk to him from Orchard to his block-.- Kesian Murnie. Yadayada, meet them. Slack~
Ard 7.30pm, teman bf main takraw. Blahblahblah, i didnt went home.
Fought with bhy..Ayang you rmmber yesterday we both cried under the rain? I am still sad thinking bout it. It was a sweet moments but we cried wasnt because of sweet things :'( Was force by his parents & himself to sleepover so i naik umah bhy then off to sleep. His sister bought fr me 'AnnaSui' wallet which is supper awesome, its nice.. I really like it. I am now using tht wallet she bought fr me at Indonesia:) Thanks alot.
Sooo, i woke up at 10.30am. What a good girl~
Watched teveee, then mandi.
Abeh follow mama bhy go Ntuc-.- Mama bully me, chey fake.
Balek je bhy still sleeping. Then mamam breakfast pastu lunch mamam Nasi lemak mama bhy masak. While tht kita tgk cerita 'Kembar Siang. Best! :D
At 3pm i had to leave cause mom wants to go work and lil sister tkde org nak jage.
So bhy antar me pat Marsiling mrt then he went to play soccer then . . . .

I shall say that evrytg is back to square one, Once small.. :'/

Labels: It sadden me more to see you cry.

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Friday, March 25, 2011 ♥

Title:
Time:4:10 AM

Back to square one-___-
How bad life cud be fr me.
I just don't understand why am i being treated this way.
Or was it just you who actually hates me since back then?
I knw i made a mistake, i am not a perfect person.
But imperfectly me my dear, ive learned my lesson by now.
Why didn't you realised all that?
How much more perfect you want me to be?
I did everything that you ask for.
But, why are you still back in tht state?
cummon dear, spare some thoughts for me.
Arent you glad nor proud of me? It's so sad.
You keep doing th same thing over n again.
Theres always a reason why I nag all th time.
Don't you see th sincerity in me?
& where on earth is your sense of initiative gone to?
You went missing fr days leaving me in th dark worried bout you.
Whereas you were out there living as if you are a single man.
Thanked god I'm good enough to understand you..
Having said that you were never truthful to me but stil I'm glad you cme back..
You cme bck to heal evrytg and after meanwhile, you cheat my feelings
All over again..
Just who am I to you? Do you still love me..?
This is th crucial part, you have to answer me frankly.
I was so strong infront of people, but no one noes what I've gone through..
I don't knw whats in your head.
I really dnt know.
I'm very dissapointed, you dnt appreciate me anymore.
I've never felt this way before...
You've changed..
Just tell me how am I suppose to feel when..
you wanted me to give you th freedom by giving you to ton occasionally,
Go out with your friend, drink when all I gt is silence for days.
How bad can you be? Like I've said,
Where is your sense of initiative gone to?
I gave evrytg that you want to do.. I did what I was ask to do as well..
I tried to understand u and all &
At th very least why can't you call me?
It's been three days by now.
What is wrong with you...
Who am I to you? You wasnt like this lasttime.
& selama I dgn you, you tk pernah jelak untuk jumpa I.
Kita tak pernah fail untuk jumpa hari hari.
Tapi skg, you katakana pada i..
"I dh tidur umah you dua hari, bei bsok nak jumpa lagy? Cukup ah"
I bet you can feel me.. You berubah..
Sesungguhnya cinta you buat I hanya buat seketika atau semntara..
Tk perlu u terus bersandiwara.. Katakan yang jujur..
Aku sygkn Kau, tapi Kau biarkan Aku seorang diri?
Jgn seksa Aku.. ;'(

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