Hi hi >.<
Hehehe. Its been a while since i last update yeah? ehehe! i know i know, dont miss me too much. hehe, tkla.
Its 5.09am, & yes, im still fresh.
Oh yah, Murni Ameera disini ;]
I cant sleeeeeep! Grr. *insert insomnia song* Lols (L)
Nothing better to do other than playing gyngapoker game at fb few minutes bck.
&& guess what? im hearing insomnia song right now-.-'' told you, im bored.
Im effing miss bf,currently. Its beeeeen 9hours since i last met him-.-''
I wanna hug my baby all day, if can-.-'' I wish ;o
Yknw what? I realised tht baby has been coming dwn to my house, eversince the school holidays started. Yes, every single day without fail.
Worst still, fr the pass three days. Baby langgar probation:( fr me. Sleepover my house.
Below...
- Cabbed dwn to my redhill house during wee hours-.-'' just to keep me accompany till my mums come bck frm my granny house during tt point of time.
- Worst worst , i quarrelled with him over some matters, he straight away cabbed dwn to my house just to avoid somthing to really happen the next day. Well, Ily bf :') So girls, if your guys are under this probation thingy like ayie has, Better dont fight with them during their curfew hours, chialak i tell you. phew! Okay? kay good ;]
- Lastly, something happen then mum went to tell baby silently tht i cried, out of nowhere baby cabbed dwn to my house again just to console meeeee.
Im so lucky to have such a nice boyfriend. Well, im not trying to say tt i dun appreciate what he did fr me, oh excuse me i do, alot. Buttt, his probation thingy is bitching me up. Im just too worried. Whatt if...... Oh No no no, touch wood. I need baby in my life. Im just concern bout him. Lagypon kan, probation dia dh nk kat habes, so must endure.. Try not to encourage him to langgar, btol tk? hmmm. I've always tried to do somthing with many ways to stop him from coming but to no avail. Sheeesh. I know what to doo now, ah haaah*kening naek-naek, wink*
Baby, I really appreciate evry single thing you do. Despite our ups and dwn, we both know its just a test in our rltnshp & we have to fight fr our love.. After many thing happen within, you know ive always said i somehow have lost some trust in you, rmmbr? You shuld have known me very well to know if i really meant it or not. Well baby, im sorry fr anything hurt tht ive caused you. I didnt mean anything harsh. Just so you know, ive never loved a guy this much.
I never cried fr someone badly. Sister era told me this; when a girl cried over his guys, she's probably truly in love with him & if his guys cried infront of his girl, his girls definitely means alot to him. I cnnt imagine why both of us cried infront of each other tht particular night. This is love bhy. We have to endure those pains togetha.
Sorry i treated you badly this few days. I know ive been very rude to you lately & scolding you fr nothing. Gt pissed off with you easily and so forth. I just couldnt control my anger whenver i gt irritated by you, fr nothing. I apologise fr all my sucks behaviour towards you. I promise to close all the old books and start afresh Okay. I know its been a while since i last do some reflection about my rltnship with you but when i did, i started to feel regret and somehow hate myself fr not realising. You're always there when i need you. Never fails to make me smile every morning. I dont wish to fight with you no more over small lil thing-.- never. Bhy, i love you so much. Coz i know when i think back, i didnt gain anything frm fighting with you, true? hmm. Somtime i dont have th heart to drag the matter fr too long when i heard you sounded crying.
My dear, youre the only one i had. I dont want to hurt your feeling anymore, i know it hurts. I hope you forgive me, baby (';
Phewwww, No fights no no. dont get me wrong. Baby and me are in a good condition. These are words tht have been kept between myself all this while and finaally revealed/released, Haaaha.
Maybe you guys cnt believe tht kiddo cried hor? Really, i swear Y. Hmm.. i repeat, im sincerely sorry baby if ive ever hurt you in anyways alright? hmm.
Okayokay, its 6.03am already. Gosh...
I need to gt my beauty sleeeep asap.
Well, mybe tml will be going out with bf, i mean later. Hahaha, to catch a movie; karate kid.
Peoples has been saying tht this movie is intereting & die die must watch, true? Hmm. Will see how it goes later on.
Hmmm, fathers day was two days ago. went to wish my dad and to my beloved husband, kiddo as well. Hahaha, funny i tell you. Haaah. Okay, i talk crap, i know! ^^
&& Yahh, kiddo has created/composed a new song(s). Kalau lei sharing2 murni upload la ye?
Heeeee! Sedap gilaaa.. chey! \m,/ Haaa!
Kaylaaa.. Anyway maybe im gg back my bedok house fr today & slack at ote with jumali and friends tonight.
Fyi, will be searching fr a new blog skins fr this blog and re-edit evrything to our blog instead of only ayie's. This blog sounds so dead isnt? unless you clik on kiddo's vid then it will kan? right!! Dah 6.30am, nak sembhyang then tidor ;'/ HAHAH!
Im offf! Seriously, alarm sape laah yg dh bunyik ni, Arrgh, perut saket!
I GTG!!!! (:
Baby, I really appreciate evry single thing you do. Despite our ups and dwn, we both know its just a test in our rltnshp & we have to fight fr our love.. After many thing happen within, you know ive always said i somehow have lost some trust in you, rmmbr? You shuld have known me very well to know if i really meant it or not. Well baby, im sorry fr anything hurt tht ive caused you. I didnt mean anything harsh. Just so you know, ive never loved a guy this much.
I never cried fr someone badly. Sister era told me this; when a girl cried over his guys, she's probably truly in love with him & if his guys cried infront of his girl, his girls definitely means alot to him. I cnnt imagine why both of us cried infront of each other tht particular night. This is love bhy. We have to endure those pains togetha.
Sorry i treated you badly this few days. I know ive been very rude to you lately & scolding you fr nothing. Gt pissed off with you easily and so forth. I just couldnt control my anger whenver i gt irritated by you, fr nothing. I apologise fr all my sucks behaviour towards you. I promise to close all the old books and start afresh Okay. I know its been a while since i last do some reflection about my rltnship with you but when i did, i started to feel regret and somehow hate myself fr not realising. You're always there when i need you. Never fails to make me smile every morning. I dont wish to fight with you no more over small lil thing-.- never. Bhy, i love you so much. Coz i know when i think back, i didnt gain anything frm fighting with you, true? hmm. Somtime i dont have th heart to drag the matter fr too long when i heard you sounded crying.
My dear, youre the only one i had. I dont want to hurt your feeling anymore, i know it hurts. I hope you forgive me, baby (';
Phewwww, No fights no no. dont get me wrong. Baby and me are in a good condition. These are words tht have been kept between myself all this while and finaally revealed/released, Haaaha.
Maybe you guys cnt believe tht kiddo cried hor? Really, i swear Y. Hmm.. i repeat, im sincerely sorry baby if ive ever hurt you in anyways alright? hmm.
Okayokay, its 6.03am already. Gosh...
I need to gt my beauty sleeeep asap.
Well, mybe tml will be going out with bf, i mean later. Hahaha, to catch a movie; karate kid.
Peoples has been saying tht this movie is intereting & die die must watch, true? Hmm. Will see how it goes later on.
Hmmm, fathers day was two days ago. went to wish my dad and to my beloved husband, kiddo as well. Hahaha, funny i tell you. Haaah. Okay, i talk crap, i know! ^^
&& Yahh, kiddo has created/composed a new song(s). Kalau lei sharing2 murni upload la ye?
Heeeee! Sedap gilaaa.. chey! \m,/ Haaa!
Kaylaaa.. Anyway maybe im gg back my bedok house fr today & slack at ote with jumali and friends tonight.
Fyi, will be searching fr a new blog skins fr this blog and re-edit evrything to our blog instead of only ayie's. This blog sounds so dead isnt? unless you clik on kiddo's vid then it will kan? right!! Dah 6.30am, nak sembhyang then tidor ;'/ HAHAH!
Im offf! Seriously, alarm sape laah yg dh bunyik ni, Arrgh, perut saket!
I GTG!!!! (:
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