Hi :'D
Its me Murnie. Back to post a proper one. Sorry fr the absence.
Hmm, not sure what to elaborate. There's too much fr me to share it here. ;')
Before i start anything, mind me if i was a little too carried away or something. Yeah?
Firstly, thanks to those who were there fr me when i needed someone to talk to or share my probs with. Especially my best girl, AtiqahDurrah. Not forgetting to some of my dearest, Fifi wildbabe & there's plenty sweethearts of mine out there as well.
Thanks fr the willingness to hear all my sorrows. Appreciate, really ;') Okay! hmm. Where shall i start? Not sure, nvm. I'm paranoid -.-'' Karma hit me.
Not in good terms with bf fr the past few days.
& now, im trying to frgt what he did to me, slowly i will but fr sure i cant. I can forgive someone easily but not to forget immediately, never.
This is the most hurting part ive ever felt from bf.
Since ive placed my all love to bf, and i cant deny about it no more. No matter how deep the problem may be, i am not supposed to leave bf, in fact.. we must settled it slowly, be it in what ways it might be so long i and bf are back on track.
I had this conflict with bf, caught him red handed. I admit, i was stupid to ask bf to leave me, eventhough he's the one who is at fault.
Out of disappointment, i spouted all the nonsense stuff to bf which i didn't mean to. After awhile, i realised i was crazy fr asking fr it and so i change my mind to ask bf to give me free space fr the mean time instead as I'm too weak to handle or endure those pains from him. I wanted him to enjoy his life first, but at the same time, i am still his.
Only that, I don't wish to get hurt times and again. So i ask bf to come and look fr me when his ready not to hurt me anymore.
But bf insisted cause he don't wanna lose me even fr a second. After which, i choose to ask bf to explain to me evry single thing the next day at my house. Still, we end up fighting.
Hell yeah, he's lucky i can still be patient to him. We manage to talk and settle it once more, great. But, its hurting me evryday. It distract evry single thing i do, and i hate it! I want someone to make me happy and make me frgt bout it.
I cried when i think about it, and i hate it!
people will think that im a mad women fr crying out of no where. Nooo~
Try being in my shoe and i bet you would feel the same as i do.
This is just too complicated fr me to even understand. I feel like crying my heart out but i know i cant be like this anymore, imma strong babygirl :'D
Lyke what fifi says, ''Dont waste ur time crying over him that wont cry over you dear'' Hmm. What do you think? I agree this part fr the problem.
I know i can go thru this obstacles eventhough it will hurt me because i know i am always a cheery person no matter how bad my life may be.
Everyone deserve a second chance. I love you boyfriend.
Please changee. Pleassee ;'( Saya sayangkan awak sgtsgt.
I thanked god, we are back on track ;'D
Its me Murnie. Back to post a proper one. Sorry fr the absence.
Hmm, not sure what to elaborate. There's too much fr me to share it here. ;')
Before i start anything, mind me if i was a little too carried away or something. Yeah?
Firstly, thanks to those who were there fr me when i needed someone to talk to or share my probs with. Especially my best girl, AtiqahDurrah. Not forgetting to some of my dearest, Fifi wildbabe & there's plenty sweethearts of mine out there as well.
Thanks fr the willingness to hear all my sorrows. Appreciate, really ;') Okay! hmm. Where shall i start? Not sure, nvm. I'm paranoid -.-'' Karma hit me.
Not in good terms with bf fr the past few days.
& now, im trying to frgt what he did to me, slowly i will but fr sure i cant. I can forgive someone easily but not to forget immediately, never.
This is the most hurting part ive ever felt from bf.
Since ive placed my all love to bf, and i cant deny about it no more. No matter how deep the problem may be, i am not supposed to leave bf, in fact.. we must settled it slowly, be it in what ways it might be so long i and bf are back on track.
I had this conflict with bf, caught him red handed. I admit, i was stupid to ask bf to leave me, eventhough he's the one who is at fault.
Out of disappointment, i spouted all the nonsense stuff to bf which i didn't mean to. After awhile, i realised i was crazy fr asking fr it and so i change my mind to ask bf to give me free space fr the mean time instead as I'm too weak to handle or endure those pains from him. I wanted him to enjoy his life first, but at the same time, i am still his.
Only that, I don't wish to get hurt times and again. So i ask bf to come and look fr me when his ready not to hurt me anymore.
But bf insisted cause he don't wanna lose me even fr a second. After which, i choose to ask bf to explain to me evry single thing the next day at my house. Still, we end up fighting.
Hell yeah, he's lucky i can still be patient to him. We manage to talk and settle it once more, great. But, its hurting me evryday. It distract evry single thing i do, and i hate it! I want someone to make me happy and make me frgt bout it.
I cried when i think about it, and i hate it!
people will think that im a mad women fr crying out of no where. Nooo~
Try being in my shoe and i bet you would feel the same as i do.
This is just too complicated fr me to even understand. I feel like crying my heart out but i know i cant be like this anymore, imma strong babygirl :'D
Lyke what fifi says, ''Dont waste ur time crying over him that wont cry over you dear'' Hmm. What do you think? I agree this part fr the problem.
I know i can go thru this obstacles eventhough it will hurt me because i know i am always a cheery person no matter how bad my life may be.
Everyone deserve a second chance. I love you boyfriend.
Please changee. Pleassee ;'( Saya sayangkan awak sgtsgt.
I thanked god, we are back on track ;'D
