Hello.
Today mark the fifth of hari raya, & im still stuck at home.
Evryone's busy with their own things.
Myself didnt attend sch, again.
Life is changing.
I cannot deny the fact that i miss staying at bedok with my dad,ibu & the rest of my cousins, aunties uncle.
I really miss all of them. I wish to be with them once small, oh please. I made a mistake. I need a way to solve all this
Its different here, i felt amiss.
Right at this point of time, where's evryone in the house?
Im all alone, as usual as per normal.
Maybe this is a lesson to me, i shall learn from my mistake.
I deserve all this, perhap.
Ive never been on my own..be it at home, outside or anywhere else.
There's always at least one family member to keep me accompany at home.
Its really sad when i have to be independent.
Im not complaining nor asking fr sympathy here.
Buuut, its just tht i miss staying at bedok/ paris ris house with all of them.
I also miss my two little dearest sister, mysara & humyra.
These two cheeky gals never fails to make me smile fr a day.
(Gmbr ni pon agak lama jugak, sorry)
Mysara, she's K2 this year. She's abit naughty and irritating at times but i love her to the max. She love to make this stupid face fr example,
like roll her eyes fr quite long & stare me right under my nose with her open mouth whenever she sees me down.
The expression on her face macam *budak syndrome*. Priceless gitu.
She will keep doing & doing until i laugh or smile.
Yah, its cute plus sweet but very annoying. Well, i end up laughing cause she's to cute fr me. I love her.
& As fr humyra, she's too young to go to school, heheh.
Next year Nusery. She's always been the best sister i ever had. The most beautiful one among the rest.
She's very fair & she have two big eyes.
I kept telling people tht she looks like the precious thoughts's doll, alike:D
She's the joker in the family.
She likes to dance & she knows how to sing. She's very pamperd to my dad. Love to disturb others. She's my babygirl & i love her very very much.
I miss them, terribly truckloads.
I miss my siblings dad,ibu and the rest of the family on my dad side;'[
Fazeila, she's the best cousins of all.
She's always been there fr me when im down.
Never fail to make me smile nor lend her listening ears when i need to share all my sorrows to someone.
Always advise, encourage me all the time. She cares she concerns. I effing miss her.
I miss all the late nights watching movie.
Both cousin nights out.
Late night calls, shoppings. Slacking, sneak out from house at late mornings. Work at the same place. Miss all her lame jokes, laughter.
Miss bathing with her, hahah. Miss sleeping with her. Miss the time we cook at night. Miss karaoke-ing with her.
Miss her hugging and kissing.
I miss evrytg happen within.
I really miss you cousins. Im speechleess, i love you.
Bare with me fr all these.
I swear i miss all of them. Therfore i went to blog to express evrytg.
Most importantly, I miss him more than anyone here, its been two years ive never celebrate hari raya with him. I broke my self promises.
I always wanted to celebrate with him but why am i doing all this? *Sigh.
I missed another year of not getting to celebrate with him
Oh, someone tell me why. Omg..IM SORRY!
Pfft.
On other word, Mind me.
Earlier on, bf came to my house in the morning after he sit fr his exam paper.
Had small conflict which lead the two of us crying=.=Evrytg is back on track.
Boyfriend treat me KFC just now.
I wanted to eat macdonald so much but when bf call to order, the persons ask to call an hour later due to overwhelminng orders-.- So we had KFC instead, thanks baby.
He cabbed bck home at 8pm, safely back at home by 9pm & he is already asleep. Im off.
