Back to square one-___-
How bad life cud be fr me.
I just don't understand why am i being treated this way.
Or was it just you who actually hates me since back then?
I knw i made a mistake, i am not a perfect person.
But imperfectly me my dear, ive learned my lesson by now.
Why didn't you realised all that?
How much more perfect you want me to be?
I did everything that you ask for.
But, why are you still back in tht state?
cummon dear, spare some thoughts for me.
Arent you glad nor proud of me? It's so sad.
You keep doing th same thing over n again.
Theres always a reason why I nag all th time.
Don't you see th sincerity in me?
& where on earth is your sense of initiative gone to?
You went missing fr days leaving me in th dark worried bout you.
Whereas you were out there living as if you are a single man.
Thanked god I'm good enough to understand you..
Having said that you were never truthful to me but stil I'm glad you cme back..
You cme bck to heal evrytg and after meanwhile, you cheat my feelings
All over again..
Just who am I to you? Do you still love me..?
This is th crucial part, you have to answer me frankly.
I was so strong infront of people, but no one noes what I've gone through..
I don't knw whats in your head.
I really dnt know.
I'm very dissapointed, you dnt appreciate me anymore.
I've never felt this way before...
You've changed..
Just tell me how am I suppose to feel when..
you wanted me to give you th freedom by giving you to ton occasionally,
Go out with your friend, drink when all I gt is silence for days.
How bad can you be? Like I've said,
Where is your sense of initiative gone to?
I gave evrytg that you want to do.. I did what I was ask to do as well..
I tried to understand u and all &
At th very least why can't you call me?
It's been three days by now.
What is wrong with you...
Who am I to you? You wasnt like this lasttime.
& selama I dgn you, you tk pernah jelak untuk jumpa I.
Kita tak pernah fail untuk jumpa hari hari.
Tapi skg, you katakana pada i..
"I dh tidur umah you dua hari, bei bsok nak jumpa lagy? Cukup ah"
I bet you can feel me.. You berubah..
Sesungguhnya cinta you buat I hanya buat seketika atau semntara..
Tk perlu u terus bersandiwara.. Katakan yang jujur..
Aku sygkn Kau, tapi Kau biarkan Aku seorang diri?
Jgn seksa Aku.. ;'(